Of happiness

2012 Countdown

2012-01-30T01:47:00.003+08:00

My blisters are hurting like crazy and I still have work later. Secret Garden isn't loading and so... I'm here to blog.

2012 COUNTDOWN!

So.. This was my 4th year counting down with my bbgs! It kinda started when i was still together with A four years ago but out of the 4 times, Yun only joined us ONCE. :'(

Met the girls and their partners at Orchard and then headed to Clarke Quay to meet Yikai and Jessie!

With feliz <3

MEH IN MY FAVORITE DRESS 'CUZ IT'S POLKADOTS :D

MY BBGs! (W/o Yun *Inserts sad faces)

Intended to attend some party at Clarke Quay but it was far too noisy and we went to the area outside Marina Square to see fireworks!

With Jessie!

HAPPY 2012!

GROUP SHOT 1

And how we look like at 2am in the morning lolol

Aaron, Joseph and Yikai

Yup! I went for Countdown with 3 couples lolol #foreveralone

It was actually alright because I had my camera with me. Like.. the camera was my partner, yknow? (Not my phone bcuz it had no signal most of the time)

It was nice to see Yikai again, hahaha my long lost friend. And his girlfriend is Fel's close friend in Ngee Ann. Hahaha it's like everyone is related to everyone else!

Had a hard time getting home because there were no cabs and we had to wait 40mins for the night rider bus to Hougang. Finally got home at 4am-ish! :(

/Abrupt end

My drama is still not loading and it's gonna be 2am oh no...

BACK 2 REALITY AKA WORK.

2012-01-28T14:06:00.000+08:00

#Nowplaying You raise me up

My mum suddenly played this song.. And it made me realize that my parents didn't spend so much effort & money on me so that I'll be upset over someone who forgot about me.

Time to bloody wake up, A.

2012-01-28T00:40:00.000+08:00

"We're over. We're finished.

But only memories of good times and love pop up.

The more and more you try to erase them, the longer the days get.

So it's like you're breaking up with him for 365 days.

But the thing that hurts the most, is that he's not even thinking about me.

The person has already forgotten about me, and is now happy.

You really wish you were dead, but you don't have the courage. All because.. you're afraid that you won't get to see him again. "

Secret Garden episode 6

You're happy. You're free. And nothing else matters even if i've to sacrifice my happiness.

The only thing I can do right now: "Forget the person who forgot you"

Easier said than done.

A night to remember

2012-01-25T02:04:00.000+08:00

Told you this before,

"Never depend your happiness on someone. That person will be really, really tired."

Ironically, i'm doing this to you.

"There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight,

and there's nothing i can say to make her feel all right.

So one step at a time I'll encourage her to move on

and she will eventually feel her heartache gone."

And that girl will be stronger.

2012-01-23T18:53:00.000+08:00

Short update!
Location: Yong peng, Johor bahru

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
It's chu yi today and I'm really sick ☹
Down with flu, fever, sorethroat, headache & a huge ulcer.

I think it's becuz I really don't have enough sleep.
On fri night, went to macs for a small primary school gathering after work.
Kept laughing throughout the night thanks to Jerry Lim LOLOL. 4ever joker.
Called him, "Eh where are you?"
"In your heart"
Couldn't get it at first but after a few seconds, I started bursting out laughing.
The "beer girl" joke, lousy pickup lines & his dating experiences = LOL.
Decided to ton at weiseng's place with Yun & I WAS SO SLEEPYYYYYY.
Went home in the morn, had 5 hours of sleep and it was spring cleaning all the way.

On sat night, had 5 hours of sleep again.
& on Chinese new year eve!
Reunion dinner at my aunt's >> midnight movie >> packed for Msia trip >> Coma for 3 hours >> travelled from SG to Msia

So yeah, lack of sleep + water = sickkkkkkkk.

Can't wait to get back to SG tmr to be honest. I feel like shit & look like shit.
Okay bai! X

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2012-01-22T02:14:00.000+08:00

Wrote this quite sometime back but didn't really have the chance to complete it.. So yep! Gonna do it before CNY :)

2011 in Summary

I'm at Starbucks now after my 1st shift at Funan. My first time having dinner alone! Not a bad experience i suppose. :) This feels like i'm writing a letter to myself, except that i'll be typing it out later. The last time i wrote letters was not too long ago, around 2 months? When i was still kinda hopeful..

So.. Last year's Chinese new year was horrid. Went back to Malaysia, as usual, spent 3 days there and really hated it. I wanted to spend CNY in SG so desperately. I've never really been to my friends' place for visiting before :( It was sucky because i didn't have anything to do there.. I was in jerseys and fbts and stayed at my grandma's place throughout. My cousins invited their friends over.. and they were either smoking, gambling or watching horror movies. I couldn't even join them becuz.. there's already a gap, you know?

After CNY, life was hectic again. Tests, homework, CCA, lectures, tutorials.. and then it was Valentine's day.
Flowers, candies, cards, chocolates.. and balloons tied to my locker. Not gonna go into details here, more about it on heartfeltnotes ahhaha. But yeah, 14 feb 2011 was a really special day for me. :)

Soon, it was common test. Did badlyyyy, got demoralized. Told myself to work even harder and started going for math tuition.

March: Received my Chinese 'A' level result. Felt so horrible after that. But xx made everything better. :)
"I don't need a cake, presents and all for my birthday. I just need you to be here."
Really regretted not celebrating your birthday with you on the actual day. And I guess.. I won't be able to do it again this year.

June: Happiest month with you.

July: Received my Mid-year results.
Got a shock when i was 2nd in cohort for H2 econs. Since young, i was/am average at everything. Like, certain people will be exceptionally good at math/science/humanities. But for me, everything was just.. meh. It was really the first time i felt that i was actually good at something. Having said so, i'm still not confident enough to get an A for econs for A levels :/

I also had the best birthday celebrations ever. :)
On 17 July, had Hei sushi with xx and slacked at Macs after that. Simple but it was really a blessing to have xx around.

Cinnamon melts, Chocolate melts and Mango smoothie! Took silly pictures too HAHAHA. ♥

On the actual day: received 2 huge soft toys, a customized pillow and a stack of motivational cards in the morning :) Went to my locker, found a 'vase' and something was written on it with a very noob handwriting :p HAHAHAH. & Cards from the SRGCE people! :)
Was also given the first stalk of flower in the morning, followed by another and another hours later. Received 18 in total! Found out that D even collaborated with Ms Lim, hahaha. No wonder she was like, "enjoy your birthday surprise!" in the morning. Got dragged to the canteen after school. D ordered cakes from Emicakes including the Durian flavorrrrrr :D
Cabbed to 18 chefs and spent my dinner with a few special people & even got accused of "PDA-ing", haha.
19 July 2011, a day i'll never forget, thanks to you. :)

Some of the presents!

August: SRJC Will Run 2011! Completed 12 km and felt good about it :) Headed to Compass point in my stinky attire to meet Joy with Anis, lolol. AND SURPRISEEEEE! Belated celebration :D

Candid pictures that Joy took! Cupcake from SB and customized cake from The icing room :) HEHEHEH.

THANK YOU JOY AND ANIS <3

September: Prelims. Which meant that it was hardcore studying and it was the last month when things were okay.

23rd Oct: When everything fell apart and the nightmare started.

November: Darkest period of my life. Daily routine: Wake up, eat, study, cry, sleep, study, cry, sleep.

I remember waking up, wondering when will things be alright again and when will i stop crying myself to sleep. It was really, really scary.

For the first time, i didn't binge when i was upset. I just had no appetite and couldn't eat much. Many things were going on at home too. Studies, you, family. I couldn't take it. Felt like a robot bcuz everyone expected me to "just study and stop thinking about everything else" It wasn't even possible. Broke down too many times.. in school, on the way home, at hougang cc, in the shower, on my bed..

Finally, my parents couldn't take it. Mum started scolding and literally stopped me from studying because i was sobbing too badly. They were worried that i'd get depression or suffer from schizo. But at the point of time, honestly, it didn't matter. It didn't matter if i did badly for my 'A's because the world was already ending, or already ended to me.

Ms Lim knew that something was wrong. So i told her everything. Got another scolding, another wake up call. "Why are you throwing away your future for someone who isn't worth it?" I couldn't answer.. and continued my routine: eat study cry sleep.

Finally, 'A's ended. People were celebrating, overjoyed because they were finally free. I couldn't feel anything, to be honest. Met the school counselor again after my last paper. Felt a little bit better and met Weicong after for a comedy. Heard something from him and ended up crying my eyes out in the theater. Achievement unlocked: sobbing while watching a comedy. I amaze myself sometimes.

December: Prom. It was really kinda boring, to be honest. Just an event for us to dress up & take pictures.

Also spent most of my time with Mel, doing silly stuff, repeating the things I was and am still upset about to her and watching dramas together.

Don't think she'll be reading this post cuz she HATES wordy posts hahaha. But thank you, Melissa Chong! You're one of the few who managed to get me laughing again. Even though we meet up super often, we still have endless things to talk about. AND DON'T FORGET ABOUT OUR CHILDHOOD SECRET, AHAHHA. :)

How can i forget about my dearest Chirp? Listening to me at Hcc, entertaining my long and repeated texts even though she still had to study for her 'A's.. Come come *noobiehugz*

And of course, my BBGs: Yunhan, Felicia and Meiqi. Thank you for hearing me out and the non-stop encouragements! LOVE YOU ALL 4EVA :*

And.. Goh Wei Cong. This guy ah, really IMBA. Used to call him almost every day just to cry & let it out for at least an hour and he actually entertained me, lolol. It was just his birthday 2 days ago! More about his celebration in another post :) He's the first guy who knows how to deal with a crying and heartbroken girl with much patience. Thank you so, so, much GWC! You don't deserve so much shit from me, really.

Zhong yi and Aaron, thank you for dealing with my sudden emotional breakdowns in school and always trying to help! And Joycelyn! For the durian cake and the random meetups and encouragements :)

2011 was really a roller coaster ride filled with ups and downs. Mainly ups in the first half and downs in the 2nd half. And so, i managed to complete this post before Chinese new year, heh. Guess i'm still not too late!

In 2012, i need to be more confident, fitter, more independent and happier.

HELLO 2012, I WELCOME YOU WITH OPEN ARMS! ♥

2012-01-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

#nowplaying Someone like you

The pain you're feeling is directly proportional to the importance of the person behind it.

We found love in a hopeless place

2012-01-15T01:35:00.000+08:00

Just came back from shopping. I mean, what's new..? I shop every week. Shopping makes me happier, a lot happier in fact. But.. it's only temporary. Once i get home, showered, i'll chuck my shopping bags aside & forget about it.

I've realized that I'm not truly happy. Where did the happiness go? It started disappearing when you left, 2 weeks before my 'A's.

I've also realized that my lack of self-confidence is destroying me. Amelia, there's no use reading self-help books/websites/whatever if there isn't enough action. I'm not asking for much. I'm just asking you to believe in yourself & your loved ones. Believe that you're special enough and there are actually people out there who care and love you. Believe that they won't leave you. Believe that things will ultimately be alright. Stop doubting. Reduce, because i know it's impossible to stop it totally, those negative talks.

So what do i really like?
Blogging, for sure. Sleeping. Shopping. Eating (especially pasta/pizza). Being at the beach. Stars. Watching touching movies/dramas and crying my eyes out. Hugs. Exploring new places and take pretty pictures.

I miss going to the Beach. Been at least 5 months since i last went there. But that place.. is filled with memories of us.
"Omg look, there are stars!!!"
"Those are airplanes lah! They are moving and flashing, silly."

I miss tapowing pasta from pastamania, milktea & sushi and that 15 minutes walk from your place to the beach. I miss our long conversations. I miss laughing at your fat thumbs. I miss the things that we did. I miss your comforting smell. I miss the sound of beach waves, and me sitting beside you. I miss.. us.

那些年错过的大雨，那些年错过的爱情，

好像告诉你，告诉你我没有忘记。

我真的忘不了。

The belief that things will get better when i'm confident enough.

Action 1: Giving tuition

2: CM job on Monday

You can do it, A. I've faith in you.

And stop crying.

2012-01-13T21:59:00.000+08:00

"My dentist once told me that letting go is like pulling a tooth. When it was pulled out, you’re relieved, but how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? Probably a hundred times a day. Just because it was not hurting you doesn’t mean you did not notice it. It leaves a gap and sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. It’s going to take a while, but it takes time. Should you have kept the tooth? No, because it was causing you so much pain. Therefore, move on and let go."

Let go.

Strangers with memories

2012-01-09T21:16:00.000+08:00

Have not been blogging much because.... I've no idea.

Maybe because i started working (hahaha but today is only my 2nd day!) or maybe i was just too lazy. So yeah, some updates!

My left ear is STILL hurting as i'm typing. Been almost 2 weeks sigh :( Finally went to the Doc on Sunday.. The doc said my ear got infected which means.. no more swimming for me till my ear is fully healed. Forgot to ask him why my ear hurts a lot more at night :/ The pain from my ear + headache + overthinking = insomnia. I'm either going to die of fatigue or die of pain. Serious.

JB trip with Wong was really fun!! Omg we should really go there more often! Bought 4 tops, 3 dresses and spammed Twister fries + Auntie Anne's pretzels + Starbucks cuz things were cheaper. Hahaha.

Currently working at Mediacorp!

Working with Mel Chong the noob!

Saw like.. 5 celebs on the first day of work. Here's 2 of them, haha.

Used to find admin work enjoyable bcuz you don't have to perspire & you get to sit. Not that working at mediacorp is boring but it's really not the kind of job that i like. Having said that, my workplace is really cool! My office is just right beside the radio stations and i get to see DJs at work every day! I really love the way they speak & the way they carry themselves.. I mean, i don't need to speak like them. I just need to have more confidence in myself.. which brings me to my next point.

CAPITALMALL ACCEPTED ME! YAY!
The story: Went for capitalmall's interview, had to study for it (somewhat like a promoter job) and i was told to do a short introduction + role play. Thought it went well & was really hoping to get the job ($10/h!!!) A few days later, no one contacted me. Was obviously disappointed & decided to work at Mediacorp. Went for MC's interview. Got in. And 2 days later, i checked my emails & found that it was flooded with emails from capitalmall saying that i got accepted & they needed my contact number, LOL. Had to choose between CM ($8.50/h instead of $10 now!) & MC ($6.50/h) again. F I N A L L Y decided on Capitalmall and collected the uniform. Gonna start work on Monday! It'll really be a good chance for me to learn how to present myself better.. But PLEASE PLEASE visit me guys I'll be working alone :(

Will be at Funan IT mall (11.30-5) and Clarke quay (6.30-8.30) on Monday! Free membership + goodiebag so come look for me!
Celebrated Meiqi's birthday yesterday and I really feel so fortunate to have them for the past.. 11 years. :') More about it when pictures are up!

Awfully tired even though it's only 9.43pm... NO INSOMNIA TONIGHT PLEASE, I NEED TO HAVE A PROPER REST :(

Was really surprised to receive that from you last night. It came just in time when i was about to give up on us. You. You're really pretty special, huh. :)

2012-01-05T03:00:00.001+08:00

Be... happy.

2012-01-04T04:53:00.000+08:00

It's 4.15am.. I can't sleep. Been having insomnia since.. before 'A' levels.
And it doesn't help that my left ear is still hurting since last thursday.. It's really driving me crazy because i can't hear properly and it's painful. Sigh.

The reason why i suffer from insomnia is prolly the fact that i think too much. Like for example, what if i wasn't a vegetarian? what if i chose yuying secondary instead? what if i stop thinking so much and shut things out completely.. what if things were the same and what if.. we could change everything.

What if we didn't fall in love..Things wouldn't turn out this way.
You're one of the few who understands me. You understand me so well that you know things will not work out between us. I've already accepted it. But look at how things are now. We're.. not even talking much. Even though i've said "I'm just glad that i didn't lose you as a friend" back then, i know that i did.We used to talk about everything. I miss talking to you. Just sitting down, telling you about my day and laughing at random stuff. Been months since we last did that. You've lots of close friends, friends who went through a lot more with you and friends who probably understand better. Why would i.. even matter to you.

I've lost you.

My new year's resolution is to build walls around my heart so that i won't get hurt anymore.

2012-01-02T03:21:00.001+08:00

Happy new year, guys!

And to you too. Been 3 years.. you're still pretty much the same, i guess. :)

2011-12-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

Not gonna blog about the trip today since my left ear is still hurting like crazy and i've a headache :(

31st december: Movie with Melz + Countdown with my BBGs
1st Jan: Ft + Dinner buffet with the Fam!
2nd Jan: 4ea class outing
3rd Jan: JB TRIP!!! :D
4th Jan: Job interview!
SO EXCITED FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS OMGGGGG :D But I've only decided on my outfit for tmrw and not the rest :(I REALLY REALLY NEED CLOTHES UGH.

Dear chanceduponlove, see you in 2012! :)

2011-12-30T01:45:00.000+08:00

Shall attempt to blog about the 7 days in Korea before 2012! Which means.. there are only 2 days left, hahaha. But it's okay since i'm unemployed and freeeeeeeeee~ Whoop whoop.

Okay, here we go!

The AwesomePossumz Korea trip from 18th december to 24th!

On 18th dec @Changi airport!

Time: 3pm

With Alicia, my cousin and noobie!

The sucky airplane food.. Tasted like some yucky mashed potato :/

Time check: 10pm! HELLO KOREA! :)

IT WAS FREAKING -2 °C and i already thought I was about to die, LOL.

On the bus to the hotel~

Checked in and went to the mini mart at the lobby for supper!

Got addicted to Caramel Macchiato after the first night :D

Christmas decorations at the lobby!

Heading back~

By the time i showered and packed my stuff, it was already 2am in Korea (1am in SG) Was supposed to be awake at 5am to get ready for the next day, but i couldn't sleep at all 'cuz i had a really bad flu :/

Anyway, kept tossing around in bed and it was the worst 3 hours of that week arghhh. Butttt, i guess it was a blessing in disguise 'cuz there were fireworks at 4am!! Plus the hotel was by the beach, hehe ♥

19th december, day 2

Had breakfast and went around the hotel to look around~

Caught this when we were on the way to Everland! Beautiful ♥

First stop: Everland!

Even though it's not obvious in pictures, it was even colder than the first night.

Which means.. Hello Rudolph Kang :(

Took my first ride!

AWWWW

Flu + severe lack of sleep = cui

End of the ride! Had 4 hours to explore Everland~

CUTE MEHMEH!! LOOK AT THE CHEEKS OMG

Lunchtime! No vegetarian food so we had Sweetcorn + fries for lunch! :)

And.. cheese sticks. Craving for it now :S

Watched this 3D film and we didn't know it was in Korean without english subtitles.. So i dozed off, hahaha. Great nap though!

Look at Brian! All covered up HAHAHA.

With our photographer! He takes really good pictures and i find him kinda cute hahaha..

Very friendly tour guide!

My leopard earmuffs are not obvious in pictures :(

JUMP SHOTS WHOOP ♥

Was kinda surprised to find Giordano there, LOL.

So i was like, "OK MUST TAKE PIX!!"

Next destination: KIMCHI MAKING

#Proud

Hahaha the in-charge said that every woman in Korea needs to learn how to make Kimchi in order to get married..

I know how to make Kimchi! Which means.. i'm ready. HAHAHAH JKJK.

Next stop: Wearing traditional Korean costume

♥

DINNER!!

Was famished and tried Korean cuisine for the first time. Surprisingly yummy!! Hotpot with veggies and mushrooms.. and i fell in love with Kimchi ahhh ♥.♥

I LOVE THEIR RICE ZOMG.

Stayed at another hotel for the 2nd night! We stayed in 4 different hotels out of the 6 nights btw. This was definitely the best :)

Last picture before we went out to look for 7 Eleven again.. HAHAHA
Got tidbits + my caramel macchiato and it was bedtime!

x

Blogging with the new blogger platform is SO much easier omg. Kinda glad that i shifted back to blogger.. Hahahah but locked emo posts will still be at heartfeltnotes.lj.com :)

2011-12-27T05:11:00.000+08:00

It's 5AM. And it's 27 December 2011 today.
2011 is coming to an end.
I've had enough of pain.

How does it feel like to completely move on? I don't know.. Because how do you meausure things like that? I thought of you on Christmas. To be honest, I think of you every day. Sometimes, it will be a few seconds and sometimes.. for hours.

I know I'm at the final stage of letting go. Because I've stopped picturing us that often. I've reduced the amount of time spent thinking of what you're doing and whether you're okay.
And I think I've accepted the fact that you've completely moved on, and you probably don't even think of me.

The Korea trip.. Made me really happy. Because I was able to divert the attention to someone else. But now that I'm back, things are different.

Most of my friends are already working/ going to start school soon. Me..? Still lazing around and aimless. I just hope I find a job really soon..

I'm tired of crying at night. When everywhere is quiet.. And peaceful. What an irony huh.
Time. Time heals everything.

x

Goodnight.

2011-12-25T00:02:00.002+08:00

"Cuz if you're happy in your head then solitude is blessed and alone is okay."

2011-12-18T02:46:00.000+08:00

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." -Marilyn monroe

I think 17 is a magical number. My O level score, 17 dec 2010: when you first lied to me and i couldn't stop crying for days,17 oct 2011: when you told me that things changed. Everything fell apart. And today, 17 december 2011: I'll be leaving for Korea, and you're already gone.
Thank you for all the beautiful and painful memories. I know i've been saying this for the past 2 weeks. But i'm going to say it again. It's time to truly, truly let go.

Probably the last post before i leave for Korea tomorrow. Mixed emotions.

Reminder

2011-12-17T15:44:00.001+08:00

“Let your tears flow and where they go, let your sorrows follow.” -Dodinsky

Goodbye

2011-12-17T01:56:00.000+08:00

I guess the main reason why everything happened was that you are in love with someone else.

Broke down again when i saw what you wrote. Started blaming myself for not being good enough. Not pretty enough. Not skinny enough. I was so silly. I actually thought that by writing stupid letters to you will actually help. No. Obviously it didn't.

You know what? Enough of lying to myself. Enough of "Oh i dont mind reading his updates" and "We can still meet up and be friends!" Enough. Accept the fact. And just shut up, A.

LAST WARNING: MOVE ON.

2011-12-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

Had a great time shopping with my girls today.. Was smiling all the way till i saw his tweets, again. I swear, this will be the last time I'll get upset over him. Come on A, it has been 2 freaking months. Just move on.

Sis got admitted to the hospital. Just came back from KK hosp & that was the first time i alighted at Little India station alone at night. Glad that she's feeling better now. Praying hard that she'll be alright & we'll get to travel to Korea together! *fingers crossed

Yup, pretty much spent the night thinking about.. life.

Like what i really want in life and how to make it meaningful. I'm still clueless though.. still searching, still figuring out. Thank god I've all the time in the world right now..

Chanced upon this quote, 靠山山道，靠人人跑，靠自己最好"

My greatest flaws: too emotional,too dependent and lack of self-confidence.

Guess what? It's time to change.

Let's start with the last one. :)

2011-12-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

Baby, won't you tell me why
There is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

#nowplaying That's why, by MLTR

2011-12-11T03:09:00.000+08:00

"The world is not the most pleasant place. Eventually your parents leave you and nobody is going to go all out of their way to protect you unconditionally. You need to learn to stand up for yourself and what you believe and sometimes, pardon my language, kick some ass."

Just like our last

2011-12-10T00:11:00.000+08:00

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

Goals

2011-12-10T00:09:00.000+08:00

Feeling kinda empty.. and mood-less.

I mean, yes. Life is great and perfect now. Perfect.. as in i get to rest and slack all i can to the extent that i find it tiring. I find it really ironic bcuz a year ago, i didn't want school to start. I wanted to enjoy my holidays and didn't want to touch my books at all. But right now, I have all the time in the world and i'm actually sick of it..

My first job interview with the agency was quite futile today. Think i had too many requirements and the person in charge was kinda pissed :/
Oh well.. hopefully i can work with Meliz at Mediacorp in Jan! :)

2011-12-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

My official first post here.
Clean page, and a fresh new start.

Think i'll be changing my url though! heartfeltnote without the 's' seems kinda weird haha.
And it has been 3 years since i left blogger.. but it's okay! Now i'm back :)

My next few posts:
1) Summary of 2011
2) The gratitude post
3) Pictures *cik cak!*